Do you ever have those days where you look around at your life and you wonder what the hell you’re doing?
That’s me today.
Reason #1: I’m hormonal. So I’m feeling pretty darn fat right now on top of super emotional. I literally cried while watching Bones last night more than three times. Yes, it was a very sad episode, but still… not cool.
Reason #2: It took me three hours to get into work this morning. Yes, that’s what I said THREE hours. It typically takes me between 1 – 1 ½ hours and it took THREE HOURS. So obviously my day didn’t start so well. But I had my coffee with me, so I was dealing with it.
Reason #3: I remembered this morning that I’m moving offices on Friday. Now, be warned – I’m getting a little whiny now with my pity party. I’m moving from my individual office into a shared office with a co-worker. I’m trying to make the best of it, but truthfully I HATE it. My co-worker is totally fine and nice and all that. It’s just that I like my privacy and listening to my music throughout the day. I also like being able to shut my door at lunchtime and make personal calls when needed. Having someone else in the office with me honestly stresses me out. Oh yeah, and have we covered the fact that I hate change?
Reason #4: I’m feeling really out-of-touch with my friends. I knew that as a working mom I wouldn’t have a ton of free time. But it feels like whenever I do have some time that I could hang out with friends, they’re nowhere to be found. I’ve sent around some emails to make some plans for the next month or so, but I’m still feeling a bit abandoned. Ok, a lot abandoned.
So yes, I’m grumpy. Really grumpy. And whiny. A bit self-indulgent.
I’m hoping it all passes when the hormones go back to normal, but I’m not so sure it will. It feels like some more change is in order.